Either way I felt sad and alone. I felt depressed. I was ready to end it all right then. What do I have to do to get a better following than 14? So many posts it had taken me to get there. So much of me had gone into that blog that I thought about giving it up Like I'd given the books up after reading them. I'm not sure how many I've read, but it was quite a few.
I'll probably feel different by tomorrow. I always do. I just need something else to focus on. Something which doesn't stress me out so much.
.i've put my heart and soul into blogging. Probably too much. There must be a limit. I've blogged before, but to a lesser extent. I've never really got caught up in it before. I've always been an obsessive compulsive disorder type of guy (c.d.o. If you want their correct alphabetical order): it's something that has always plagued me. I have to sit on my hands if someone had spelt something wrong.
I wish I wasn't like that.